Wow ... I keep saying i need to get back to this, it is therapy for me, and then, life happens! God is good, all the time, and all the time, God is good! Sounds so much like the "Sunday Girl" answer, which I'm not always fond of, yet it is true! Through it all, He is good! Since I was last here, not much has changed, but I have grown! God has been so evident in every.single.detail of my life! He has challenged me, grown me, and changed me! Stay tuned if you would like as I share some of what I've been learning as I walk this road He has mapped for me!

So many changes ...

We like to tell people that we love Chattanooga so much we moved here twice! Since my last post in 2020, we spent eight months in Michigan with my parents and returned {again} to Chattanooga! We could have chosen to go anywhere after that time in Michigan but it was never a question, Chattanooga, our friends, our church, they all had our heart, and we were ready to go back "home"! We packed up the few things we had returned to Michigan with, including our traveling buddies, Patch and Finn and headed back to "our" city in April 2021. As has always been the case, God had things prepared in advance for us and we found an adorable little duplex to live in, I found a good job, Rick was able to reconnect with some soccer people and was soon busy coaching again. Though an extremely brief summary of the last two years, it pretty much sums it up, though the lessons God has taught along the way are far too numerous to mention! As we fast-forward to today, there have been some changes and some exciting opportunities! After 9 months at the childcare center I started at in 2021, I had the opportunity to move to another center that was Christ centered, their website states that they are "Unashamedly Christian"! It has been pure joy to be a part of my new center and to see where God is leading me! I have actually taken some college courses and have more scheduled for this fall! Not bad for the girl who said she would "never" go back to school! Rick graduated from UWGB in December with his Bachelor's of Science in Psychology with an emphasis in Brain Behavior and Health. We are in the beginning stages of an extremely amazing job opportunity for him which will require us to trust even more in the Lord and His provision for us. Stay tuned for more updates! Our church continues to bless us exceedingly, abundantly above what we could ask or think! I am so thankful that when we first came to Chattanooga, my girls encouraged me to make finding a church a priority. After much prayer, and some church hopping, God led us to True Life Church in East Ridge, Tennessee and we couldn't be more thankful! So, there it is ... 2 years condensed into a few *kind of* short sentences! I don't plan to take another 2 year break from blogging, so follow along if you'd like to see where God has led, how He continues to lead and the lessons I'm learning from Him in the process!

what’s more fun than fun shoes?

I like fun shoes & what’s more fun than fun shoes ... how about fun shoes at a great price with fun shoelaces! 

win.win.win!

I found all of these shoes for amazing deals and wasn’t willing to pay almost as much for shoelaces as I did for the shoes themselves ... hello Google! 

I was able to make myself some fun shoelaces for my fun shoes and I am thinking I’m going to make a bunch more and sell them ... what do you think? I was even able to attach aglets (the plastic ends of shoelaces) so they are easier to lace and won’t fray! 

Would you like some? They can be made from any ribbon and any colors, some of the ribbon I used is wired and some isn’t, I like how the bows look with the wired ribbon!

I’d love to hear your thoughts, let me know if this is something you’d like for yourself, for your kids or your grandkids!

eating keto and popcorn treats :)

I’m often asked how we eat Keto, how we stick to it and for recipes.

After 3 months of being home, almost a week with no electricity during lockdown and less activity than normal, June 1 came with a commitment to get back on track! For me the first step to being “good” is to have as few carbs in the house as possible! This was a little more difficult this time as we’re watching three littles so being carb free wasn’t as easy! They like their cheese crackers, graham crackers and pasta! 

 I did tuck aside any other high carb pantry items that i kept on hand in case of another lengthy power outage, and got serious about our groceries!

Today was a good example of an easy to make, really good,  low carb lunch!

I made an oversized turkey patty, think pan sized, which I seasoned with a garlic & herb seasoning blend. Once the turkey was cooked through, I spread a layer of garden veggie & chive cream cheese, tomatoes & provolone cheese. I covered the pan until the cheese was melted. 

Once cut into 1/4’s I added a side of cucumbers to Rick’s plate, the remaining sliced tomato and Avo Verde Salsa. I enjoyed some carb free jalapeño Parmesan crisps with the salsa! Everything was bought at Aldi’s and we have leftovers enough for a second meal!

Easy, peasy and really yummy! 

I realize Keto may not be for everyone but I feel so much better, have much less stomach bloat, no sugar crashes and no negative gluten effects as I’m sensitive to gluten. I don’t miss sweets or breads, pastas or other snacks at all ... except that amazing popcorn in my pantry made by Old Mill Kettle Corn!

That was a shameless plug for some amazing popcorn made by the company our friend Emma owns! :) You can order some here: https://oldmillpopcorn.com

Chatta”zoo”ga, Chatta-shopping & more ...

                                                  

Early Wednesday evening Rick’s brother Ken and sister-in-law Linda came into town! 

It’s always fun the see family and this time has been no exception!

We had not yet visited the Chattanooga Zoo so we took a trip into town 

and checked it out and were pleasantly surprised! 

It was more than we were expecting! 

I included a few pictures of my favorite zoo animals, and some humans too! 

We also visited the Mercantile and some antique stores.

Where else can you find Sasquatch, who we left at the store,  

sparkly black Cons which just happened to be my size, yes,

they had to come home with me

and Donald Trump earrings?!

The floppy hat didn’t come home with us either but it was tempting,

I kind of liked it!

The sarcasm t-shirt was tempting as well and the butt rub gave us a good laugh! 

I’ve also been reading a few really good books and God and I have had some really

good conversations! I’m still learning everyday, and hopefully putting what

I’m learning into practice ... drawing me closer to Him and learning to

love others with more purpose! Because our job situations have been shaken up, I’m open to God’s

leading and an exciting opportunity seems it could be opening up, if you feel led,

please pray along with me for clear guidance! 

Happy weekend .... we’re soon off to do some more exploring! 

I AM HIS!

So here’s the thing. I had a super long post started. I tried to be eloquent and write it the right way. You know, so it would catch your attention, so you’d want to read it, so you’d like what I wrote. Then I realized, that’s just what I wanted to share! This is my blog,with my thoughts, my prayers, my journey with God. I need to write to please Him and nobody else! That is scary, and revealing and freeing all at the same time.

I AM HIS!

He calls me by name and reaches out to me in my moments of despair and cheers for me in my moments of victory! 

I AM HIS! 

I am His yet daily I seek for, I strive for, I cling to your affirmation of me. This seeking, striving, clinging leads me to be someone I’m not. 

Don’t get me wrong, I am not saying that this means I can be self serving, rather it should lead me to be selfless. But it should also lead me to live a life in line with who Christ created me to be, not in line what I think others would want me to be. 

I wanted to please my parents so I made sure that I checked the boxes of what a good Sunday School girl looked like. My heart wasn’t always where it should be but at least most of the time it looked like I was doing what was expected of me. 

In high school, I wanted my friends to like me so I pretended to go along with them, agreeing with whatever crowd I was with at that time. 

I wanted all of the young mamas in my circle to like me so I put my girls in the same box all their children were in. I expected my children to act the same as theirs, accomplish what theirs did. I parented according to what they thought of my parenting skills; I didn’t let my children be my children, I tried to make them cookie cutter images of others. 

I wanted my husband to love me. I cooked all the meals, washed all the clothes, scrubbed all the floors. I smiled when I wanted so scream and I hid in the shower on the rare occasion I allowed myself to cry, because big girls don’t cry. 

I wanted everyone to like me all of the time. I want everyone to like me all of the time. I smile and I agree and I still do all the things. 

I try to check the boxes that make others see me as a good daughter, sister, wife, mom, grandma, friend, Christian. I live to gain approval and be good enough to be loved. 

I AM HIS! 

I need to stop checking all the boxes. I need to stop putting on a smiling face all the time. 

I AM HIS!

I need to seek His approval, His love and His affirmation. In finding my all in His finished work in the cross, I will be full! He created me, He knows me, He loves me. I am his cherished Child and I am His beloved bride!  

I do not need to seek the approval of any man (or woman or child). This will not make me selfish, but it will make me more selfless. If my worth, my acceptance, my peace is placed in Him and Him alone, I will find peace. I will not need to seek the approval or the affirmation of others. I will be free to live wholeheartedly, to serve willingly to smile joyfully. 

I AM HIS!

He wants to mold me and make me into Who and Whose I was created to be! He can be and will be my all in all, if I let Him! 

I AM HIS! 

I need to stop checking the boxes. I need to stop trading what is best for what I think is good. I need to grow past my need of expecting anyone or anything other than Him to fill me, affirm me or approve of me. If I seek His face at all times, my service can be done in love. I can live in a way that pleases Him and not man, knowing that I don’t need man’s approvals or accolades or affirmations, because I already have all of those things from my ABBA Daddy! He is the creator of the heavens and the earth, of the grains of sand and the mountains, of the sun moon and stars and yet, I AM HIS!

r.e.s.t.

Rest, true rest, peaceful rest, rest that restores and renews cannot be found outside of my relationship with Christ. It has to be the first thing in my life. It has to be my priority. It las to be my all. Sadly, it is not. 

Rest, true rest, peaceful rest, is impossible to come by when my days, my hours, my moments are constantly bombarded by the cares of this world. It also most certainly cannot be achieved through a constant barrage of all that mainstream media and social media throws my way, every minute of every day; and night. 

Today, I spent some time outdoors, in the beautiful sunshine of Eastern Tennessee; praying that as I felt the sun shining down on me, I would allow my Precious Savior speak truth to me. As the warm sun shined on me as if it were He, Himself shining on me and as I felt occasional breeze kiss my face, I felt it as His gentle caress. In the relative stillness of that time, I asked Him to fill me, to speak to me, to convict me. 

Answers that I was seeking came fairly quickly, though I argued with them because I did not like them. 

Answers to questions like:

*Where do you turn to first thing in the morning, often before you seek Me?

*What occupies too much of your time?

*What causes you the most stress?

*What threatens to steal your peace and wreck havoc on relationships you claim are important?

*What causes divisions/dissension between you and those you love, those you call friend?

*What distracts you or drives you? Is it how many “likes“ or comments your latest post gets, how many views your story has? Do you crave the approval of man or Me? 

*Do you allow man to affirm you, or do you seek your affirmations from Me?

*What clutters your  mind, your life and your  home and steals your peace?

My friend, those are hard questions. 

They are questions that are a hard truth to accept especially when the answers to those questions were:

*Fecebook, Instagram, Twitter, the news

*My phone, social media, current events 

*Wanting to be right at the cost of offending others

*Media, differing views with those I love on current affairs .... the virus, the riots, the state our country is in

*My perceived right to be right and to speak it without regard of how someone on the other side feels

*I crave the approval of man

*I allow or at least seek to have man to affirm me

*I have let my mind become cluttered with the things of earth and though we moved to Tennessee with minimal earthly possessions, I have accumulated too much stuff since being here and to use the catchy term, I need to “Marie Kondo” my life! 

All this to say that I have much more to say. I will be trying to post to my blog as I work through this process. The name of my blog is “My Journey 139”. The 139 represents Psalm 139, my life passage. I urge you to read it if you haven’t! If you don’t have a Bible, you can Google it or I’ll be happy to share it with you! This is my journey and may be painful at times. I desire to serve God first, my family next, followed by friends, neighbors, acquaintances, and lastly all of the other obligations I have in life. As with all journeys, there have already been many joyful moments, some very sad moments, some moments of extreme trials and heartache as well as some mountaintop moments and victories! It is my journey to walk with my Precious Saviour, and if you choose to walk alongside me, I’m glad you are here and I pray we can learn from Him together!